Teetering

you know it is a bad sign when your dog's daycare provider tells you that you seem stressed. Alas, I am stressed, and evidently, I am also transparent. Too much is going on this week, especially given that it is the week before vacation, but no doubt, it is exactly as the universe intended, for won't it feel like I hit the jackpot to have a whole and half off?? So the meetings, and the assessments, and the evaluations, and the paperwork will all just melt away as of Friday and I will have an abundance of things to look forward to; friends, family and some long awaited time to relax and spend outdoors.
I liken this week to riding a bicycle straight up hill. Your legs burn and so many times you have to talk yourself out of turning around and cruising down hill. But I know the the pinnacle is in sight and soon I will be able to feel the cool breeze through my hair as I give my weary legs a break.

opaque and permanent

there have been countless times in my life when i felt completely invisible. i've often felt as though no one in a crowded room even knew i was there. All of that changed when i fell for this beautiful redhead. she always sees me.
so now i am looking forward to forever with a woman who makes all the difference, she un-does all that. She truly is the heat that forces the words written in lemon juice to magically appear.

yikes and rings

Can't believe it's been so long since i wrote. PNB... poor neglected Blog. So many things have changed... actually progressed is a word that more accurately describes the happenings as of late. The daunting thing for me has always been picking that pen back up and getting back into writing, especially in a journaling type situation. I am overcome with the many things i could describe in detail, or chronical minute by minute. A lot of life has been lived since November, but as I have said, it is all going in a good direction. I have a lot to be thankful for.
Rings is my jumping off point... to be continued